Stuff: Archive

May 12th

I'm still not sure how to use this thing...

But I’ve always used Tumblr as a rant sesh— so why stop now? I’ve been thinking tonight about the end of the world and, I guess, death in general. That’s kind of a weird thought. I want to be believe, very badly, that after death there will be something after waiting for us. But what if there isn’t? What if we die, and we’re just… Dead? As if…...

May 12th

I’ve really got to stop staring so hard at random people.

May 11th

May 10th

May 9th

Okay, Inspiration, Have At It.

It’s easy to go off on someone, like, “Hey you, you broke my heart. I hate you.” Easy. You know? Going off on someone. Saying meaningless nothings like, “Hey you, you’re nothing. You never were.” Easy. You know what I mean? It’s like, every day is a new inspiration. I chose you. Inspire me. Oh, you just want to get along with me? Okay, cool. I’ll...

May 9th

May 2nd

A Post Promised of Robots

Robots.

May 2nd

Please don't read this and judge me

I’ve made up so many awful things about you in my head, I’ve started to believe you are a terrible person. July 4, 2011 we got lost. It was packed. You smoked outside my car. I oogled over Josh Turner’s voice. I ended up sunburnt that day, but I’m pretty sure this is when I knew I loved you. August 12, 2011 you told me you loved me. I think, maybe. You whispered it and...

May 2nd

istillneedthis

Apr 22nd

Refraining from posting everything I feel to where I know you will see it is probably the hardest thing I’ve done in awhile. Even harder than not eating past eight ;)

Apr 19th

I’m partially annoyed, thinking of all the reasons you could have ignored me.

Apr 9th

ineedthis

Apr 7th

I Think...

I think I have a lot on my mind tonight. You see, I really should be working on this lab report, but that’s not working out in my favor. I’m at home tonight. It’s a Friday night, which I want to say is odd for me to be in, but it’s really not. My room is oddly vivacious. I can feel myself all around me, and I believe it would be hard for anyone else to disregard this...

Apr 7th

Apr 4th

I want to have the same last dream again. The...

Apr 4th

XOXO -Gossip Girl

You know how Serena uses the media to get to her dad? Well I’m using the media to get to you.

Apr 4th

The Fourth Post

I’m sorry, I’m in a writing mood; and I’m kind of hoping that no one ever sees this. I’m in the midst of writing a story. I did not realize until recent that my genre expands only to teen romance and non-fiction. That’s not exactly a deep range. How do you change the things you write about? They say one is to keep to what they know best. What do I know best? The...

Apr 4th

“I want you so bad, I’ll go back on the things I believe.”

– John Mayer

Apr 4th

I Think I'll Tweet About It

Or Tumblr about it, because I know you can’t see this. You’re a good guy. Certainly a lot better of a person than this girl. You care. You’re compassionate. You listen. You respond. You’re smart. You sing. You’re relatable. You’re religious. You’ve been hurt. You care. And I’m a good girl, right? No. Wrong. You don’t deserve him. ...

Apr 4th

It's Three Years Later

And I still don’t know how to use this thing.

Apr 4th

Watch

The sweetest memory can sometimes make you sick.

Nov 17th

To the mistakes I've made...

Do you suffer from broken-heartedness as well?

Nov 1st

“You CAN do this!”

Oct 25th

For Kicks

MY BAG: 1. Lip Gloss 2. APUSH books/binder 3. Three different jackets and five different shoes 4. Tooth paste/Tooth brush (Essesntial “going to bed” ness) 5. Cell phone 6. Umbrella 7. Nine cute tops and six pairs of pants 8. A cute summer dress in case its hot… 9. “POSITIVE TEEN” 10. Brush/Hair Tie 11. Blow Dryer 12. Picture book 13. Map of all Tourist Attractions...

Oct 19th

Sometimes I want to SLAP myself for being so selfish. Really. I mean. How could I even think about doing such a thing? It was never an option in the first place. For the first time, I wish I could be her.

Oct 19th

I promise you, if you love me, I love you too. If I loved you once, IT WON’T GO AWAY You think its hard? I’m not gone. Jeez Louise. ;)

Oct 9th

“You love me, I love you harder.”

– Hey Monday

Oct 9th

Could it be better this way?

I wonder…..

Oct 5th

I Think About You

I think about you when I’m alone and I think about you when I’m not. What is that? Pretty much all the time, yes? I think about you when something bad happens; Could it be you? What would you do? I think about you when a great event occurs; You would have done it better. The what if’s or how come’s are always on my mind. Yet I do absolutely nothing about it.

Oct 4th

My Tiny Love.

There is nothing sweeter than baby’s kisses. I ADORE my tiny love! And my punk!

Oct 3rd

Why.

Why is it that there is nobody but you? NO MATTER WHAT? There’s nobody but you.

Sep 27th

Maybe you don’t know how it feels to lose everything to one person. But I do.

Sep 26th

“That thing, that moment, when you kiss someone and everything around becomes...”

– Never Been Kissed

Sep 26th

I Doubt You'll Read This.

But sometimes, the best ideas that I have ever had were your ideas. Sometimes, the strength that helped me keep going, was your strength And well, sometimes I wanted to be like you Just like you, my hero. But as the days go by, I see how very much different we are from each other. Grown up, in a sense… Although I know neither of us wanted to feel that way. Somtimes we feel hurt because we...

Sep 24th

What's next?

I don’t know what to do.

Sep 24th

More Than a Broken Heart

I’m not like her. I would have loved you with everything I had and everything more than that. I know I wasn’t ready, but I would have given anything to have someone like you. I’ve always dreamed of it.

Sep 16th

Hey There Mister

I love you. Aye Lub Yew. Mahal Kita. BUT I wish I never left.

Sep 14th

No Relationship Please

It may be easier to just not form a relationship with those who aren’t so much inspired. I didn’t want anything less, so I personally don’t feel obligated to build on something that will be forgotten. Its not beneficial in my place anyways. FAVORITISM. Fuck it. I want talent.

Sep 11th

“When its over, can I still come over?”

– Sugar Ray “When Its Over”

Sep 5th

Cheating Hearts Don't Mean Love

You and I, you see, we get each other. We just get it. Nobody, no one person, no one body can ever own me. No one girl will ever own you either. That’s the thing about being screwed over. You just get each other. Everything that you say, it all relates and all comes together. Who says we need anyone else anyways? Cheating boyfriends, clingy girlfriends, no boy, we don’t need...

Sep 3rd

Aug 30th

I was absolutely wrong

You know when something is totally/completely your fault and you’re paying for it later? (Yeah go write a song)

Aug 30th

Hey Girl

Girls change. PFT. Stupid boys know shit. PFT!

Aug 30th

You know

rant rant rant rant. grr - ugh - why? - grr - rant- BYE! Too much is too much. Do you ever believe that one person can just get tiring? I think I’m one of those people who get tiring. Or maybe I get tired easily. Like one person too long is too much. Meaning never ever ever have a roommate. I guess if you see someone so much, they lose their meaning. Almost like how “I love you”...

Aug 30th

I get what I want

Girl: So why did you leave her anyways? Boy: Because I got what I wanted and then I left.

Aug 29th

““She always had a thing about fallin’ in love with a bad...”

– Toby Keith

Aug 11th